From my 'diary'...

Time is unusual as it has always been. Only the difference lies in the frame of reference. Days pass and your frame of reference starts widening in all possible directions. The quantum is not just decided by the pace of life but with the rhythm of life. I had hardest of them within my frame of reference. Past 4 months and it seems like a big time experience. Structured really well 'up' there, optimum proportions of all tastes, although at few moments I disagree on 'optimum'.

A lot of new things have happened. The best one... no the second best one (will let you know lil later about the first one) is that I have started writing again. I shouldn't have a better proof. Well, its a long story (short)- not in terms of moments but the depth of life- a whole set of learnings and experiences in each of them. Believe me its worth narrating.

I will gather every inch, count all smiles n tears and revisit each milestone touched...

Life is too 'unmessy' !

Hey folks

Dint show up for so long... Well, was a thoughtful step not to, while I get my mind on track. Yep, was out of mind... some career issues! Anyways the thing is finally I did it! I mean I am here again clicking down. What made me did that... well; take up a lil background first!!! Life is a too ‘unmessy’: I know this isn't a word. But actually, there is nothing to mess with so unmessy and believe me folks it’s much tougher than the messy one. What is it like... lets see; it’s like the retired youth! Wake up in the morning with a motivation of filling your stomach with your favourite breakfast and and... nothing else. Then have a thorough time with newspaper while getting enriched with Vitamin D, u know what I mean. Then get along with lil cleanup stuff, room, cloths etc. Finally heading for lunch and thereafter... nothing! But I have by far made it interesting while doing Shopping and eating A LOT... with a dipping balance n accelerating health.

Its that point of when you go through your contact list at least twice a day to scroll someone you can talk to, even though its been ages you have seen him/her. Well, so while in the progress of messing of my life, I found a wonderful 'pal' as I say. This is where I picked you up in the start. Nothing big, nothing new, not even special, we see all these around but have forgotten the times when we use to sit n chat there for hours, take our dolls and let them enjoy the ride! Sad while scolded for spilling the glass of milk while fighting with your brother, you let your tears out and same place from where mummy kissed and picked you up... The SWINGS!!! You can’t resist them once you are on them... literally they are the ‘to n fro’/ ‘round n round’/ ‘zumm down the path’ but something makes them special. They make you talk, to let out as if you are a child (again) or can I say they take out the child within you. You can dream, plan, solve or can just ride as per the customisation. While sitting there I could see the changing colours of the environment. It actually happened. Actually there is a time in the evening (today it was 5.35) when there are the most dynamic moments. You close your eyes, and then open you find an entirely different colour. I started with the golden dazzle at 5.35 then a slow blink orangish golden, then a deep yellow followed by yellowish orange. Finally I could see bluish purple. While that was the 'pal' I decided to share. N u know what folks this was the best time invested with this 'unmessed' life. I am pretty sure, will figure something out! Till then enjoy... New Year is heading, almost sitting on the nose :) Have a blast!

The best is yet to be discovered!

A 'pal' with a close friend just reminded me of a thought about relationships. Relationships, consider any mother-son, mother-father, brother-sister or any precious one you are blessed with. I believe, each one of them is absolutely as I say 'de novo': a single specimen of its kind in the universe. Why? because it's the two individuals who make em are unique and so their synergies. Try n put some rules developed from mock relations or so called 'replicas' that actually never exist, may be you work best with them, but you will miss the 'better than the best' simulations.

Experiment! as much as you want. Because, its then, slowly the relationship will dissolve in the original auras of two and will pour. It will fit in the mold -made for each other... or some may call it as per your destiny! n then you will realize the true sense. The real face of relationship is always beautiful. We, many a times or for that matter 'generally' make it so artificial. The thumb rule believe me is 'Never Compare' coz the best is yet to be discovered by you!

*This was a 'pal' discovered while a morning mind it, 'after-breakfast' walk.